I felt like those were the last moments of my life
Caitlyn, California
When I was 14, I snuck out one night with four guys about my age to go drinking. I was planning on having fun and going hom later that night. Neither of those two things happened.
We got some beer and we went into an apartment recreation room. Before I knew it, I was too drunk to move and they were all harassing me to take my clothes off. I did not want to and I had a boyfriend.
All of the boys began to gather closer and closer to me and began taking off my clothes. I don’t remember much at this point as I was in and out of consciousness. I remember the threw me against walls and did what they wanted with my body.
I thought at that very moment I was going to die. I felt like I was an object. I wanted to scream, but no matter how hard I tried, nothing came out. I want to fight back but I felt powerless over my own body. They left me laying on a cold tile floor. My mind was in a blender, but I was unable to move.
I felt like those were the last moments of my life. This story repeated every night of that week and continues on in my nightmares.







October 5th, 2007 at 4:13 pm
You cannot undo the past or forget it, but you can try to cope with the pain by telling others of your experience so they can protect themsleves, and their children from a similar harm.
January 18th, 2008 at 10:01 am
omg just try to forget about it and tell someone firt you will feel better trust me i know its scary and hard but you can do it
May 1st, 2008 at 1:36 pm
well that really sucks to be you just keep praying that some good people will come alone and be good to you and chairish you!!!!!!!